i don't know you. & you don't know me.
we have and probably will never meet in this lifetime.
then why am i so intimidated by you?
I'm not sure if it's jealously or envy, at the fact that you two share something and continue to share something.
whereas me & my used to be "best friend," who i shared everything and now, nothing.
i think it's just that fact that you were once "something" to him.
you have a special place in his heart no matter what.
and it makes me nervous. i can't exactly pinpoint the feeling.
but you guys have a connection that bothers me.
same can be said with me & my used to be "best friend"
but he's not bothered by it.
maybe he's just really good at hiding it.
but I'm pretty sure he does not care.
I'm intimidated by you because i feel like you get him, wholly and completely.
me, on the other hand, i have to fight to get just a piece of him.
to get him to talk to me. constantly asking what he's thinking, how he's feeling. cause he doesn't tell me.
it completely sucks too. cause i KNOW nothing is happening with the two of you.
but i just can't shake the feeling.
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